MUSIC:D

2010-04-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

hi people..

i am going mia-ing for one mth i think...

today..
xxxxxx is sad...
i wanna to comfort him...
but i cant...
coz wo mei you zi ge comfort him...

hais...
hope he will forget ahemmm...

2010-04-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

dear people,
i cannot post often as exam cominggg..
and oso i need to study:)
i promise after exam i will post:)

just got home from tuition...
my clothes are all wet...
coz i din bring my umbrella today..
thats kind of unlucky..

but if someone did wait for me...
i will not get wet and sick..
sian i am sick...FLU@.@
die die lor...

hope i will get well before the exams coming..

rainy day..

2010-04-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

hi people:D
today,
finally the weather is cooler than last few days...
coz it suddenly rain very heavy..

abt 5 plus rain de..
then someone was in his pri sch having xiao ke while raining..
when he coming back to Hougang sec...
is still raining..
that this person have no choice to run back to hs...
he should call caroline or cheryl to bring a umbrella for him...or else borrow from his fren...
or wait for the rain to stop.....
when he is back to gz rm..he is all wet..
and gz rm de air con is very cold...
i really scare he will get sick ley...
hope he wont la..

ok gtg byebye:D

PAIN PAIN GO AWAY!

2010-04-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

hi people...
today,
in pain la...
stupid gastric and leg.
pain until cannot listen to wat teacher say-.-
hate it...
until now still pain.
fcuk up!@.@

today hor...
someone seem to be not happy..
hais...someone not happy i oso not so happy la..
hope someone will be happy tomoro...
ok that it for today:D
byebye

2010-04-12T04:15:00.000-07:00

hi people...
i am sick:[

now super weak...
feels like vomiting and oso sleeping...
so giddy...
gastric pain from morning till now...
siann...
i dun wan to see doctor coz later doc will injection for me and i scare of needles...
AR!!!!!!!!

i feel like dying seriously..
hais...

2010-04-10T02:19:00.000-07:00

hi people...
today is a qing ming jie but it din rain..
i remember cher say qing ming jie sure rain one but today din..
haix.

today i am memorizing the sci chapter 25 digestive system.
hate it._.
although i love sci but i hate to memorize for exam..
exam coming...so bo bian must MEMORIZE!
this time is all on bio chapter, cher say one..
and bio things NEED to memorize...
and hor is like a total of 5 CHAPTER @.@
sian z.z

ok gtg byebye..

2010-04-09T07:34:00.000-07:00

hi people...

I HATE MYSELF!

is like this few day i kept on doing stuff that i do not wanna to do...
hot temper in class...
blah blah blah...
hais...

I HATE MYSELF!
i wish to die.
seriously if can i wish tonite i sleep and forever dun wake up anymore...

this time round i am serious.
no joke.
In audi i break off wif -Innocence- Fam...
In sch..i stay away from him...like what i do on thursday..
hais...
i dun wish to do that but is u make me do de...

2010-04-08T04:34:00.000-07:00

hi people...
i am now sick and tired of liking him..
whatever i do is like nth to him...
i dun dare to reject him when he ask me to help him do something...
coz i like him..
when this continue...
i dun even noe that i have been use by him...
how stupid am i...
now keep on say abt ____ this ____that...
dun he even feel how i am when he say this?
the ans is NO! HE DO NOT!
i am really tired...
very tired of this love...
i lose in love...
i loss everything...
EVERYTHING..

2010-04-07T07:02:00.000-07:00

hi people...
people who noe me should noe that i have turn to become weird weird de...
i dunno how weird am i...
but i noe i am weird...and is super weird...
hot temper, cannot control myself...
etc...
hais...
only i noe why is the reason...
noone noe:s
hais...
everyday come home i will not talk...
not a single word even my parents talk to me i will use point de like as if i am mute...
hais...
if ur wan to noe the reason ask me personally.
byebye..

2010-04-04T09:34:00.000-07:00

hi people
i change this blog skin coz i agree what this blogskin say,

" if u love something, let it go
if it comes back to you,it will be always yours
if it doesnt' then it was never meant to be.."

super sad...
i really want to cry...
this really happen to me...
why my first love is like that...
my heart bleeds whenevr i think abt it...
sorry..for torturing u so i let go...so u will be happier..

2010-04-04T07:09:00.000-07:00

U will be gone forever in my world..so byebye...

2010-04-03T04:06:00.000-07:00

hi people:)
just come back from malaysia:)
2 days one night super funnn:)
let recap:)

day one(2 april)
630 in the morning went out of the house
my younger uncle, aunt,my mum my dad and my sis and oso me go only
when i was in the car,
i play with my aunt tap tap using her iphone:)
super funny
at last i win coz she dk how to play. hehee

reach malaysia abt 915
so we go to a dim sum restaurant to eat.
there dim sum very nice:D

then 10 30 like that check in to HUA HOTEL
the room super cool sia..
all room are special design by designers.
my uncle and aunt rm is super NICE:D
then my family rm is super super NICE:DDD
is big and nice
then when i saw the map of lvl 3.
there show rm 305 and 310 is the BIGGEST
;woot
LOVE IT:D

then when out to eat lunch after resting
ate in the ba kut teh resturant.
there the ba kut teh not nice one coz not spicy enough.
when to shopping after that.
i bought alot of things.
haha

abt 5 plus ba.
when to the hawker centre to eat.
i ate prawn noodle.
i tot is not spicy at first lor but hor IS SUPER SPICY!
i drank like 1 cup of ice milo and 1 cup of ice lemon tea.
lols

after that go to JESCO to shop again.
then my mum's fren say wanna to come so we wait for him..
all of us sat at the kopitam for like 1 hour?
then that uncle call and say is TESCO OR JESCO??
my mum say jesco.
then he told my mum he at TESCO!
i was like thinking is a wast of time there doing nth and i oso think that his ears got problem
my mum told me that she aready tell the uncle is JESCO not TESCO for 5 to 6 times
and she still say is JES to TES but the uncle still go wrong place-.-
heng tesco and jesco not very far away coz is next to each other.
so that uncle drove his car to jesco to find us.
then my mum ask him to bring us to somewhere the dim sum very nice.
so his car in front guiding then my dad car behind following.

after that when back to hotel to rest coz it was abt 10 plus liao.
had a bath lie down on the bed that sleep liao.

day two(today)

today,
last day there.
very tiring dk y..
morning same thing lar eat dim sum where that uncle guide us.
after that my uncle and aunt went for spa,
me and my parents and my sis went to shop.
ok nth to say lar.
my mum very wat lor.
cannot buy chewing gum the reason is scare police will check-.-
**** la if police catch de hua why my uncle still bring?
heng my uncle give me one bottle.
or else i wan to eat oso cannot
ok now i wann to go makan dinner
byebye
btw cannot blog often coz my com spoil and is my sis make de-.-
fcuk her!
hate her make my com spoil.
ok byebye

2010-03-27T23:00:00.000-07:00

hi people:)
has been a longggg time since i post:)
is like very sian lor this few days...
hais..
btw i going to beach AGAIN:)
haha bye:)

2010-03-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

hi people:)
today is the first day of sch:)
nth special.

when homed and log in to audi...
I SAW MY DENS ALL GONE!!!!
200k plus ley>.<
check my another acc all oso gone-.-
ask cerdic to check his...
he oso tio...
grace oso...
>.<
hope GM can faster give us back our dens...

ok now telling ur this but is not to SHOW OFF!
i am going to HK(hongkong) on this dec:) confirm going but dk when lols...
then maybe dk when going to genting.
HKHKHKHK I LOVE U:D
LOLS
ok byebye:)

2010-03-20T08:44:00.000-07:00

hi people..
just got home from east coast beach...
everyone of u might me thinking...SO LATE LIAO GO BEACH FOR??
haha
of course go there blow wind la..
but is not i want to go is my grandma wanna to go:D

when in the car...
i ask my uncle when is my maternal grandfather and my 2nd uncle death anniversary...
he say my ah gong(my grandfather) is on 28 Mar and my 2nd uncle is on 30 mar...
then i say i wan to go and pray as a respect...
then he agree..
i really miss both of them as...
both are my VERY CLOSE relative...
when i grow older...i knew somethings...
is that...if my ah gong never go for the op he will not die...
if my 2nd uncle that day never drive motorcycle...he will not die too...
is like very sad...
my ah gong die when i am K2
my 2nd uncle die when i am pri 2..
so now not really remember how they look like and oso sound like..
i only remember..
how they care abt me and play wif me...
lastly, I LOVE THEM AND MISS THEM ALOT I WISH THEY CAN BE ALIVE NOW!!!

then reach the beach that time..
i pick up the seashells...
and oso write somethings on the sand as i believe that when the wind blow,
everything will be gone..
and i will feel better...

after that, when to eat burger king...
skip skip...

on our way home...
i feel like crying...
dunno why...
suddenly my heart very pain...
seriously i dk why...
heart pressure or what?
i dk ley...
then homed...
now using com...
ok byebye

2010-03-18T18:23:00.000-07:00

hi people...
i really regret doing that but i have no choice...
if i do that i will be torturing him...

if my love story is like the video on top,how happy i am?
super?
maybe...
be forever will not happen...

to my frens...
i might be sad for a long time...

2010-03-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

hi people...
why people that is pretty and sweet looking, will get what they want even they do not need to
do anything?
then people like me who is ugly...will get NOTHING...

i have done so much and he seem like thinking i SHOULD do all this....
and when i want to talk to him...
he will not want to..

then i just wrote in my handphone notes that can the time stop at the time in the movie?
so that we can talk more...btw i wrote alot more than 10 notes...
if he read he will be angry...i think...
he will say,"i really dun like u... so is pointless to write all this.."

i wanna to cry...
seriously...

i dun think he will read my blog at all...
never...
ever...

2010-03-16T07:04:00.000-07:00

hi people...
today,
i feel SUPER PISS OUT AND STRESS OUT!
gz cher is like treating me like her dog,
as at first she call me play gz...then becoz only 20 people can go perform..
so put me in percussion...
then ytd...
caroline never come...
so she very angry...
then tell us that she dun let caroline to perform..
then call me replace her...
so i go play gz...ytd nite, practice so hard and memorize san liu...
then today ley?
caroline is back...
she let her perform...
then i from playing gz BACK to percussion!
is like wtf!
call me go there go here...
i was like thinking cant we add another gz then everything settle?
forget it...
i getting piss off of her stupid arrangement...
like we are her dogs...call us go there we must go there...

then stress out is because...
I HAVE TO BEAT THE PERCUSSION PROPERLY TOMORO AND I AM IN CHARGE OF
TWO!!!
and is like i forget how to play pong ling liao zz
fuxk up man-.-
cant i just dun perform? hate to perform when i become the dog of hers!
(btw no offence )
gtg
cya:D

2010-03-12T01:35:00.000-08:00

hey yoh people!
firstly i wanna to tell jiahui jiejie:D
that i have change blogskin le.

ok.I am back on fri.
and kind of tired and STRESS!
tired is becoz that nite slept only 2 hours:D
STRESS is becoz next wed taka perform and i haven memorize san liu T.T

LET say abt my camp...

DAY 1: 11 mar 10

morning dunno why la...
automatic wake up at 6 without alarm.
first time in my fourteen year of life:D

went to sch with a bag wif so MANY thing(mostly are clothes)
reach sch that time i saw the boys in my class in the canteen wif bag that are BIGGER than mine
Lionel's bag was super big la, dunno he go there for 2day 1 night or 1mth._.
when ferlycia came, everyone laugh at her when they saw her bag coz her bag is that kind pri sch
kids use one and hor still HOT pink._. super weird and dun suit her lor she should use LAO AH MA type one.

-skip assembly-

in the bus,
tiffany, cerdic and me were talking madly.
and oso doing tiffany CLAP!
haha
after that 3 of us slept in the bus.

reach there that time,
is super smelly la...
coz of the BIRD shits.
then the camp started....

very boring la...
only the bird show exciting...
rest BO LIAO and sian

at nite...
we sleep in the tent...
me and tiffany wanna to go to boys that side but cannot go coz
PANDA(polar bear) and mdm ho are checking...zzz
then is like i 230 or 3 then sleep..

Day 2:

i 4 wake up then i see alot of people bathing liao...
i was like thinking are they very kiasu?
then bo bian my tent people all wake up oso..
so i wake up lor...
i slept 2 hours or 1 hours 30min nia lor...
where got enough-.-

after bathing,
went to find cerdic coz he left his book wif me...-.-
secretly go his tent and find him...
he not there.
ask lionel, lionel say he never see him..
i was like is he kenna eaten by the birds??lols

yuan lai,
he just siting in front of my tent de table.
i tot he die.lols
then pass him liao i go pack my bag.

-skip to taking bus to chinatown to hiking-.- -

in the bus,
almost everyone when to dreamland(sleep)
me too...
coz everyone was either never slept last nite or slept 1 hour to 2hours.
reach there
is like SUPER HOT!
i wish it rain but it din
so almost everyone took out there hat or cap.
btw cerdic wong ur cap rite really make u look like girl...no offence.

half way..
my back pain...
so mr anwar call ernest to take.
haha
then me and my fren was like making fun of him...
and oso created a new name call MANEST(maria)
haha

-skip to lunch-

lunch we eat in the mac
and is thomas aka tom and ice(mentors) treat us:D

after that walk again-.-
half way through i need to go toilet...
then i keep on saying i need toilet!
lols
irritating lor me...
haha

reach the ending point..
is start to rain-.-

then the bus never come...
wth..
from 2 wait until 3 i think...
same...
go in bus all sleep..zzz

reach sch...
assembly blah blah blah...
then get result slip.
i got 7 pass 1 fail and the fail one is CHINESE!
then is like whole class fail..
i ask mr anwar to check again coz BU KE NENG TING HAO AND JIAHUI OSO fail?!
after he check he say all the marks are wrong must x2
so after i x2...
I PASS ALLL MY SUB!!!
HORRRAYYYY!!!!!!!

then homed...
play com...

saturday:
got gz...
sian...
tired...
and everyone keep on asking me abt my voice...
coz IS GONE INSANE

Sunday...
doing nth but to play com...

kae...
cya:D
-stella

2010-03-10T06:33:00.001-08:00

hi people:D
tomoro and fri i will be not around coz got camp:D
bye:D

2010-03-09T00:49:00.000-08:00

hi people.
forgot to tell you all one thing...
i got mummy and daddy in sch...
and they are JOLYN AND TIFFANY:D
LOve them:D
then mummy give me a letter last week very nice de:D show u all:D

cover of the letter:D(nice rite?)

love it man:D
haha
Love mummy:D
muack:D
i wanna to go sch and pei mummy daddy:D

having fever...sigh...

2010-03-08T18:14:00.000-08:00

hi people.
today i am sick so din went to sch...
:(
hais..
got 2 things make me very sad...
1st is i never got in to prefect.
2nd is my best fren transferring sch to north vista...
just one day...
can happen so many things...
:'(
now noone entertain me...
noone care me...(even people in the house)
noone sms me and ask am i alright...
:(
hais...
so sad...
no choice to entertain myself by watch shows...
hais...
and I WANT TO GO SCH!!!!!!!
cya
-stella<3

2010-03-06T08:49:00.000-08:00

hi people...
missing someone very much...
today got gz...
damm boring and sleepy....
all my mind is 237342 what are u doing....
blah blah blah...
so tired...
sad...
:(
abit emo...

u all noe wat is "7835525683237342" tag me if noe:D

bye:D
and NITE to the people are awake and sleep early:D

2010-03-01T01:57:00.001-08:00

hi people.
just change skin nice?
heehee
gtg:D
bye

2010-02-27T20:33:00.000-08:00

hi people.
ytd night when to dun man high to watch their gz ensemble performance...

let start wif morning..
930
start swimming lesson...
coach want me to swim 10 laps of freestyle and 10 lap of breaststroke...
stupid lor...
i swim until wanna to die liao...
then 1030 finish lesson...
after that,
me and mummy and serena(my rl sis) at the swimming complex cafe(actually i dunno wat it is call)
eat breakfast...
then i saw mr ng tiong nam...
is like OMG! he is there...should i walk up and greet him or?
then i tell my mummy,
mummy say that if he dunno me then dunnid to greet...
i was like watever...fan zheng he down there is NONE OF MY BUSINESS?
then got home...
slept...
until 2 ba...
wake up and eat lunch-.-
then play com...
330 i go get ready for the outing(is it some sort of gz outing i am not sure)
4 i think mummy fetch me to kovan instead of fetching me to compass point-.-
after tat take mrt to sengkang...
then me and jean and cindy was like shopping in the mall for jocelyn present..
430 cheryl came...
and we went to mini toons.
bought some sweets for ourselves and oso sour sweets for jobain:Dheehee
then we when to the musical shop bought a super small piano for jocelyn:D
445 or 50 that time...
caroline came..
then 5 of us took mrt to the place to meet everyone(forget how to spell the place name liao)
while we are in the mrt...
all of us talking madly only caroline coz she talking on phone wif dunno who.hehee...
then caroline told us she wanna to bluff jobain that we are lost...
but then i dk why suddenly become cerdic and jobain-.-
cerdic i think he noe is a trick ba...
jobain i think he dunno is a trick...heehee
when we reaching that time...
caroline sms jobain that we are at geylang...
then after that say sorry send wrongly is kallang. LOLS!

reach there that time...
saw jobain wearing like bad guys like that lor.
i was like telling him tat head prefect become bad guys liao.
haha

then took 158...
the stupid bus is like damm cramp...
i was hugging the red machine...serious no joke.

reach there still need to walk-.-
i leg pain sia...
btw their sch is dammmmm BIG!
ms neo say is because u come in here from sec1 to JC2 then go out...
then i was like thinking then the sec4 dunnid to take O lvl liao lor?

abt 708 the performance start...
*skip to the end*
is like DAMMMM bored lor...
took some photo while watchin..

then follow cheryl and tinghao they all go kovan there eat...
i think when we reach there is 10 15 liao.
is like so late liao...
ate mac spicy....
then when homed...
slept abt 12 15...

today..
nth much to say...
ok audi liao...
BYE:)

2010-02-26T05:00:00.000-08:00

hi people...
sorry for typing the post half way ytd...

today...
i dunno why i got this feeling that is like very sad...
is when rite____keep on talking to another people but not me lor...
i was like siting not very far away from____ ley...either in cca or class is like the same thing
happen...-.-

forget abt it...

actually nth much to type i only know I DUN WAN TO GO SWIMMING CLASS TOMORO!!!
and oso very tired...
tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired

2010-02-25T05:33:00.000-08:00

hi people:)

sorry for not posting online for this few days as...
i am either too busy or lazy...
hehe.

today...
morning assembly.
ms FATLYCIA(ferlycia)
put my hair while singing the national anthem..
then after that kenna call out by mr quek.
mr quek say got another cher saw both of us are not paying attention
when singing-.-
i was thinking i am singing ley...
is the stupid cat put my hair so i turn around say stop it ley.
stupid sia.
kns.

2010-02-19T14:35:00.000-08:00

hi people.
i just change my blogskin:)
nice?

today,
i in sch can say is damm bored de lor:(
zz
feel like sleeping...
____i think haven go home...
so cannot play com wif_____.
sian

i go sleep later 2 hours later then wake up:)

by:lala lee:)

forget and let go...

2010-02-18T06:07:00.000-08:00

hi people.
welcome to my new blog where all the new starts here.

btw..
i am damm sad...
coz...
today...
hais...
it is occur on the school time(recess)

____was looking but not helping...
:(

forget it...
just forget it...
maybe in ___'s heart, i less important than ........
:(

bye people,
gtg sleep
nite.

maybe u dont wanna people know...
but when i get hit,
u got feel that
u are angry
and want
to beat them up?
or feel very funny and think they are right?